The diary of a man lost in himself
timer Published Date:19th Sep, 2020

He wished he knew days that completes him, but he only felt complete in moments that would touch his life, fleeting as they were, these moments, they only lasted for seconds. The restlessness in his eyes grew heavier as he tried everything that he possibly could. He counted hours and watched the sun as it rose and as it sets everyday, for him to understand the dynamics of the transient life that he wanted answers about.

On days that were grey and overcast, he searched and also on days that were vibrant yellow. He didn’t stopped. But took shelter in it, to keep him warm at nights that were lonely, he slept through it for the comfort he needed as he kept running after days to find out the ones that made him whole, until he was out of breath.

For sometimes the idea of what makes us whole defies our lives, and we create patterns of unrealistic cycles where we can easily get trapped inside its viciousness.

And while he was grasping for more and more air to fill the rooms of his lungs, he wished he had lived, truely, at least once; that he hadn’t wasted and waited for the days that would complete him, because they were never going to. In the grave of that minute that came crashing upon him, he understood everything which it took him lifetime of longings to realize that only thing that would have made him complete was himself.

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अल्टिमेट आकाश

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लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

मिती : November, 2018

भावनाको तरेलीमा

भावनाको तरेलीमा

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मिती : 2016

मुना मदन

मुना मदन

लेखक : Laxmi Prasad Devkota

मिती : Evergreen

चामल खानेहरू र चौलानी पिउनेहरू

चामल खानेहरू र चौलानी पिउनेहरू

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अल्टिमेट आकाश

अल्टिमेट आकाश

लेखक : Santosh Lamichhane

प्रकाशन: November, 2018

बितरक : Samakalin Sahitya Pratisthan

भावनाको तरेलीमा

भावनाको तरेलीमा

लेखक : एन. पी. खतिवडा

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